Damages

When I look around.. I saw blossoms in the mid of autumn But I also see winter was early at someone's doorstep When here, someone is happy, there someone was devastated. Each one have their own problems, hidden stories left untold. I have mine too and I think it has taken its hold on me. Too much damages it has caused Too much marks it left behind, undefined There is no way I'm gonna allow this to continue Because it'll soon destroy what I've once build I've suffered losses and rejoiced in its return At least I know I don't want to hurt those whom I love Tonight, I'm surrendering everything to Him. Lead me Lord, I have not much strength to go on..