Never felt this way before.

The always confident Amy is facing a huge unfamiliar side of herself lately. She never felt this way before about going up on stage.. Stage is like another part of her world and it's like where she belongs..she never felt so nervous and anxious about going up on stage before...not until now..not until these few days. Maybe this time is different. This time is huge. and serious. It's not serving Him up there, its representing Him up there..A task that she felt she is so unworthy to take. Although its youth sunday and she is sure that the congregation would not expect a prefect preacher up there..the part is she is expecting alot of herself.. These few days, she is having sleepless nights and she is acting kinda weird towards everything.to a point where she dont feel like doing anything much and just wanna sit inside her room, in her small little corner.. The fact is she is scared. She is scared of saying the wrong thing and misinterpratating God's word. A person whom His shandals she is unworthy of cleaning. Preaching in Mandarin makes her feel more anxious because it is something she is not good at... whoever reading this, have her in your prayer because she needs your support. youth-Do your best for Him this sunday as I will too.