The little time that I have

It's hard to have enough time for everything..things that are important in life..

We only have 24 hours in a day and for me, I wish I could have more time.

More time to listen and share my thoughts, more time to sit down and relax, more time to day-dream about the future, more time to read the bible and pray...

I was checking my mail and my facebook, got a message from my form 6 bestie..She said that our relationship had been drawn apart by our own studies and life..that's very true indeed...it's hard to maintain a friendship for life..look at our parents, do they still keep in touch with their school friends??nah..

I was happy to get her message as it has been long since we last met and have a nice heart to heart talk together..And I realise how bad I am for not putting enough effort to maintain this friendship I have..busy schedule and tuitions shouldn't be an excuse for me to care less for the people around me.

Besides God and family, friends are an essential in life, a very vital part that all of us should cherish..If a friend hurt you in a way they do not know,forgive them..even if it was done purposely, forgive them...*easier said than done*

I do have friends that I do not favour..I dislike those who gossip but yet they themselves are the same*bagai ketam mengajar anaknya berjalan betul*, I dislike those who are selfish and rude, I dislike those to despise and create false testimony about others, I dislike those who talk alot and boast about themselves but yet failed to put words into actions..But what authority I have or the slightest discretion I possess to cast judgement on others??Are they not saved by the grace of God just as I am??

I do cherish what I have and I can say I'm very blessed to have soul-mates and friends where-ever I go..I don't have much friendship problem since young..*happy life*maybe the reason is I don't take sides in arguments and I don't hate..X)

Anyway, this friend of mine was facing problems and I gave her a chapter from Psalm

Psalm 142

I cry aloud to the Lord

I lift up my voice to the Lord for mercy

I pour out my complaint before him

before3 him I tell my trouble

When my spirit grows faint within me

it is You who know my way

In the path that I walk

men have hidden a snare for me

look to my right and see

no one concerned for me

I have no refuge

no one cares for my life

I cry to you, O Lord

I say You are my refuge

my portion in the land of living

Listen to my cry

for I am in desperate need

rescue me from those who pursue me

for they are too strong for me

Set me free from my prison

that i may praise your name

Then the righteous will gather about me

because of your goodness to me.