Friday, March 20, 2009

balancing on top of a string

Let me tell you about my day,
woke up early-sent my mum to work at Jalan Ipoh-went to my aunt's restaurant to have breakfast-ate seaweed hor fun (healthy)-try to figure out how to head to Serdang from Jalan Ipoh-got lost all the way to Jalan Duta*bodoh*-caught in a terrible jam at Jalan Kuching-Reach Serdang-taught tuition-rush home-waited for jiar wen and xiao wen-taught tuition-did revision-dinner*my favourite thai tou fu was served*-went out with dear-came back and watch 9.30pm drama-blog.....
That's my day..=)
Find it so hard to concentrate on my studies recently, 2 more months till my exam and I'm still feeling so lazyyyy...where is my motivation and my strength???
Feel like burning the midnite oil later..what do you think??should I or shouldn't I??leave msg in my cbox to tell me if you want.
I kept telling my students not to be lazy, must work hard..but looking at myself right now..I'm not practising what I preach..*maybe my students should remind me of what I told them*
I'm tiring right now..might just lay on my bed and fall sleep till the next morning.but if I do that, I'll feel really disappointed at myself..I will feel like as though I'm wasting all my time..
Haihz..
Is there a cure for being lazy??If yes, please tell me...
These few days, there's alot of small little things that put a smile on my face whenever I think of them. It still
makes me happy and I felt so so blessed.They are...
1)My Serdang student's mum (my dear's aunty) cook and provide me lunch whenever I happen to teach tuition in her house. It doesn't matter whether it's just plain porridge or whether her cooking is good or bad but it's the thought that counts.
I'm touched because she has me in her mind, knowing that I wouldn't be able to have time for lunch after tuition as I have to rush for my 2pm class.
She even make jelly and "leong sui" for me to bring to class..and she gave me a leather shoe!!!X)so so touched and happy!!!
2)Aunty Choo who always prepare drinks and food for me whenever I give tuition at her house. No just that, sometimes she gives me vegetable *not like I cook* to bring home and Kim Chi!!!Not forgetting the "tong sui" and fruits as well..X)X)
*being a tuition teacher is not that bad huh...*
3)Grace and Au Yong for getting 96% and 94% in their mathematic paper..I'm really dismay and happy ofcoz!!!
4)Got a free clutch from a supplier yesterday!!!I wanted a clutch for so long...
5)Bought myself a blouse from Hazel Mazel.A green one.Lovely!!!
~count your blessings and you'll see there's many petty things that you appreciate!!~
I wish....
-To have more time for my studies and my friends
-To buy a new phone with camera *my phone is not functioning well, it just doesn't ring when ppl call*
-To eat IKEA swedish meatball
-To get good grades
-To not have class on weekends..ARGHHH!!!
-To be brave
-To lost another 2 kg
-To have my own car and pay my own instalments
-To further my studies to UK *near to impossible*
-To improve my English writing!!
-To swim in the open sea and forget about all my worries
-To care more about others
~time to get going~

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