The Midnight Rain

As the raindrops hit itself against my window I lied on my bed, helpless.. Tonight, I can't sleep..and I feel like crying Don't question me why..because I have my down side too Sometimes I choose to keep my problems to myself Guess I've changed I think I could pretend to be happy when deep inside I'm screaming I didn't feel like staying at home Maybe I'm trying to ignore my feelings The disappointments and the brunt of reality in my life As the raindrops fall, i pretty much enjoy its rhythm.. I've always like the rain.. It always rains when I'm sad Right now, I long for Jesus-the healer of my soul felt so distanced..felt so cold.. I wish to be under His wings, where I could find my true refuge Everything might fail but Jesus will not In Him, I am whole.