Too happy to stop...

I've been going to the malls everyday this week and I can't stop buying new clothes/bags/shoes/accessories for the new year.

When I didn't get any dress, I tell myself that I need a new dress.
When I got a new dress, I tell myself one is not enough.
When I bought 3 new dresses, I tell myself...there is 15 days of CNY...
Hence, it is still not enough.

Then I don't have any new shoes.
So I bought a beige wedges from Cotton On, but I tell myself...I need ballet flats.
While I'm supposed to shop for ballet flats, I ended up buying a pair of gorgeous lace heels.
Hence, I still need a new ballet flats.


My CNY wish list goes on and on...
I think I will only stop shopping next Thursday, which is the first day of CNY.



Till then, everyday is shopping day!

Counting down

12 more working days...

And I'll be back to my student life, with tight pockets and one focus-Study!

Raymond & Celinn's big day

I attended Bc's ex-colleague's wedding dinner yesterday night at One Bangsar Banquet. The restaurant fits about 30+ tables and the whole restaurant was filled with lighting, even their walls and pillars were decorated with lightings. The ambience was good but the food was average.

I met a lot of Bc's colleagues from Colgate Palmolive and Permanis-all his superiors...because he was the only graduate trainee invited for the wedding.

It was quite an experience...and I met Speed Mart 99's founder-he sat at the same table with us!!=)

Table 18- lucky number.

2nd round-La-Bodega at BSC to meet up with Jin Yu who came back from UK.

My night ended with my favourite cocktail-Lime margarita...

I think that La Bodega serves the best lime Margarita in town!!

New Year 2011-Famosa Malacca

New Year Resolution?

Better daughter, better gf, better sister, better friend, better employee...

The fact is...I haven't had the time to sit down and give great thoughts about it..

Year 2010 had been an awesome year filled with blessings. 'm sure this year will be just as good or even better.

Should be better because it's MY YEAR-Rabbit year!!!

Nothing much to wish for, just see what God has installed for me in this new year..

Lastly, wanna thank my awesome bf for the unforgettable new year celebration!

One of the best count down I had.

Silence reward that goes straight to the soul

Great is His mercy when he chooses to have compassion, to turn away from His wrath and rebuild His kingdom.
I always knew the day will come..although I do not know when but one day revival will set place in Grace.
The hardest heart will melt, it will be the end of arguments, the beginning of understanding.
I am sure of this.

Today, I experienced a silence reward that comforts my very soul.
A prayer answered although it has been years ago.
Such great joy that filled my heart...
I can't wait to end my CLP for good and go back to His service.




There is no failure in the Lord, only Victory.

At this hour

At this hour

I'm sitting in the office, alone.

Hours of running about with no time to breathe.

No one to share because they don't understand, tired to express because there is no solution.

Yes, I'm stress. I really am.

All I think about at night is priorities, who to call and who to meet the next day.

Appointments after appointments, complaints and dissatisfactions.

People are hard to please, everyone fighting for their own benefits.

Christmas is round the corner, I really wish to have a day of rest, a nice dinner with my family with wine and turkey.

But I don't feel Christmas this year, no time for God, no time for family and no time for friends

I gave cash as presents to my brother and my parents. They were happy but I felt horrible. 

Everyone is planning something for Christmas, I miss caroling and going to church. I miss going to the malls and checking out Christmas deco...I miss the Christmas tree at home.

This year, Mum refused to set up the tree, saying that it's too troublesome. 

Christmas night is without plan, I think Mum is trying to save money.

I had lunch with Mum the other day and for a moment, I look deep into her. I saw the lines around her eyes and realized how old she looks. I wish I could ask her to stop working and let me take care of her...but I couldn't...

One woman, a whole family. 

My heroin is she.

Christmas is near and I hope that my heroin can get a nice dress for herself and I hope that someone can ta pao food for me because I'm starving.

Sparks

I need some sparks in my life
My world has turned grey without a guide
Show me the purpose of my existence
Your plan for me throughout eternity

I need some sparks in my life
Because wine and food do not satisfy me
They made me hunger for more but never fill me
Only You, my Lord could complete me

I need some sparks in my life
A light from heaven to shine
To ignite this cold heart and make it warm
An eternal fire that will not be gone

I need some sparks in my life
To teach me how to live
Because very often I'm blended into the deep
Without realising the difference it made

I need some sparks in my life
To learn how to love and not to fight
Oh Lord, please send me your light
So that You and I could once again unite.